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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Why like this?

I don't know why I've to face to difficulties. Most of a thing I've to face is, quarrels. Why quarrel? Why not let me go and die? Sigh. Nobody understands me, nobody encourages me, nobody tries to be in my shoes. I cried again just now. I just don't know who to turn up to.

Leon, I'm sorry if I'm not a girl you actually want. I've tried my best to make you happy when you're sad, I'd given you my surprises, you were happy. You complained I never uploaded photos of us so I went and uploaded all in friendster. You asked me to go out with you alone, not with friends. So I went out with you alone, I even neglected my friends. You said you would be here always everyday, friends won't. I'm glad to have you by my side. I've done so much just for you. You didn't like to study Bible. I understood and one time I even asked Dr.Victor to cancel a Bible class, just because of you. I care and love you the most. I thought I was doing a good job. But now, you told me everything and we quarrelled. I knew the problem lies within me, not you. You asked me to choose which is important, you or studies stay-back. I chose studies stay-back, and you think I don't find you important anymore. I've explained that you cannot expect me to decide. Because, both of you are important to me. Exams is for me to pass and to get good future, and you - You're gifted to me by God. But still, I failed to make you understand. I'm so sorry. I'm always a lousy and stupid girlfriend.



Sigh. Ok. I still believe in God. He has a plan for me too. Ok, I shall stop crying now. And I blog all these here, just because I want to pour all out. I'm sorry for ruining such a good post today.

God blesses, ciao world.