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2008-10-26T19:24:00.008+08:00

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Thanks LOVELYS! ;)

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Today I'm at home whole day. Had solved problems with Clara over my boyfriend, yes Clara is Eugene's ex girl. What's a problem? Ha,ha,ha. And after hours of chatting, she got to go and meet her friends.

Now, I realise I'm so bored! :( None of friends can do entertain me well ! Suckers! I don't know why I'm feeling very uncomfortable whenever old friends popped up and greeted me. Why? How come it is like this now? Why am I so pathetic? Do I change alot, people? No for sure, I believe. I ain't changed alot, definitely! World, tell me that I'm still the same - cheerful and friendly type. Ple-aa. :(

Guess what? I really need someone who can entertain me, who can quarrel with me, who can be my clown, who can be sweet-talking to me, who can dance away like bitch for me and who can laugh together with me. Someone is Leon! LYZL! Yes, it is you Leon! Where're you, baby leon?

Xiuling, why are you so stupid!

Aya, I know I've upset him so why should I disturb him? He's sleeping now right?

Stupid Xiuling!

Damn, but really I've my own reasons of doing that. Right?
Oh, fuck lah. I'm stupid.

Xiuling, why are you so stupid?

Sigh. I miss Leon, Leon, Leon, and his name is filled up all in my mind!

Ok stop it. I'm tired, and I want at least somebody to ENTERTAIN me, can? None understands me uh. I'm gonna scream all my lungs out here. I'm boreddddddd, cannot you see? Come and entertain me, kiddos! :(

(12.00am)
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Make-up and style hair before get change to Sup party.

Same thing as above.

Friday.

Friday too.

Babyleon, I miss you :) to the core, like hell. Goodnight world too.

Bad day. (edited)

2008-10-25T14:38:00.003+08:00

I will do the points here. Better lah. Too tiring to type a story. Will do it other time. Hah!

●Went to my daddy's club having GYM with Selvam, Babyleon & Ricky.
●Ricky was so funny - kept telling me, "wtf?long time no see. I miss you girl!"
●My favourite uncle kept pulling me,bro,boyf & friends to eat the buffet there.
●Uncle kept telling me, "You're so thin. Eat more. Won't harm you!" Hah!
●At 7pm we left club, went to Haji for Sup party. :)
●Visited some friends at their workplaces there too, hahha! (Shimin! Carina!)
●was partying all th way to 10.30pm. Hahahaha.
●Babyleon and Selvam enjoyed their sheesha! -,-
●Home sweet home! Im now chatting with my damn bastard leon! :D

Goodnight, the rest of photos will be coming with next post yeah? Duh, I won't show WHOLE of them with next post. Few photos with next post and next next post, few photos too. Get me? Oh yeah. Time to switch lights off. Buhbye bitches :D

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Know what? I think none THINK of my feelings. Suckers.
& yes, I'm not happy today. Bye :(

Funny sister, and funny boyfriend.

2008-10-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahah!! Yongyee made me went laughingggggg!! She complained she had to clean my little puppy! I kept laughing, so hard like hell as if there is no tomorrow ! Hahhh!

And, Leonnnnn tooo! Damn baby, he brought me another laughter! I kept laughingggg, and I had no ideas why I laughed so much today. Maybe, I'm so happy i'm having sweeeeeeeeet 3 months holiday! Gagagaha! :D

Actually baby, it should be 'I eat you up' . You typed so error, hhahahaha ! Its why I laughed! :X Cute sia!

Holiday!

2008-10-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

I miss my school. Xoxo. I miss schoolmates. Haha. I also miss sec 3 life.

& im happy that a bitch will be in same class with me in sec 4. ahhaha!
its her, yes.

and yvonnesoh still hasn't send me whole photos D:

and now, im waiting for babyleon! hes out with his friends,ehhehehe :D and, i fucking miss him alot. :( gotta wait till tmw, can see him alrdy!

Handsome baby!

& last photo to end the post.
my blooded bro, 1st sibling.

oh ya. farewell to sec 3 life. its gone, forever. eternity.
i've promoted to sec 4na, i didnt believe overall mark i passed huh? haha.

T: You so good.
me: Huh?
T: I failed, I supposed to retain in sec 3 again.
me: Huh?!
T: But then, my teacher helped pleading w all teachers.
me: Oh? Than?
T: Then Im promoted to sec 4, sam class with you still.
me: Ok, then be happy lah. :)
T: But my position sucks.
me; Huh, what position?
T: Mine is 32. You?
me: 17.
T: You're good already enough.
me: Asshole! Cheer up lah, my wormbook nerdie! ahah!
T: Hahahaha!

At least, I cheered T up yeah? T, cheer up lah and see, i nv mention your full name. Im good okay! Gagaga! :D

And, I'm away - makan dinner. buhbye.

Good midnight. :)

2008-10-19T01:10:00.003+08:00

Hello world :) Guess what? I'm so surprised that many, many, many people told me they are actually reading my blog. I just don't know that most of the friends know my blog address. How come you everyone are so bad huh? Never tag to let me know. :( Hah, same goes for my sister Yongyee, you bad ass, sis! Hah!

Ok, I'm going to laugh at funny videos together with babyleon now. Bye world! :D

Ignore my face, I didn't put any make-up.

Baby leon, Alvin, Wenlong.

Yvonnesoh my lollipop :D I finally met up with her. I missed her okay! Hah!

Lights off.

Peace.

2008-10-15T19:06:00.003+08:00

I had so much fun with Art class at NIE! NIE people were so friendly luh! Ha,ha,ha! They kept asking to teach the sign language. Hee,hee. Everything abt today will be posted with photos later. All photos are with Art teacher Ms.Sim and NIE students. We have gotta wait, yep. :D

My result, sucks but I feel like, nothing worries me. I only feel Peace now. I know, its God's peace.

Thank God, the ever best father in the Heaven. You've put Peace in my heart, and I fear nothing because I leave everything to you. You've a Plan for me. Praise the Lord!!

Xoxo world!. :)

Mon and Tues days.

2008-10-14T15:06:00.002+08:00

Monday.

Shook by mother in an early morning, 5.30am. "Wake up, lah. Time to work, girl." momma said. I was still tired, felt as if my eye balls were about to fall out down.

"Oh hell, leave me alone." I then covered myself under all the blanket.

Beep, beep, beep.

Nabei. Vibration was even more irrtating, man.

Ok, what time?

I tried my best to open my eyes and reached out for my phone. Pressed to unlock it, my eyes were blinking once the phone's light brighten directly to my eyes.

Gosh shit! 10.30am already! I'm late!

Rushed to bath, and get a change. Grabbed a small bag, and left. I forgot to bring my jacket. But who cares? I rushed to my workplace, and started working normally. Hee, hee. Nobody knew I was late, I guess?

Click.

Oh, it is already at 6pm. Time to knock off, My heart talked to me cheerfully.

Walked to meet baby Leon and Selvam. "Yo guys." I greeted on my way walking towards them. "Huh, you came from where eh? Leon said you came from the toilet. Toilet seems nowhere here." Selvam asked.

"Huh?" I was in confusion.

"Ok, get this clear. Where is the toilet?"

"Oh, there. Just beside your left side."

"Ah sorry! I didn't see. But wait, how come you came from my right side?"

"Oh, no. I came out on your left side just now."

"Ah, is it? Ok. Sorry, I must be drunk anyway."

Leon and I were like, you ok? Ha ha ha. Selvam was like, duh Im ok. Hahahahaha. We walked to Cine, I went to buy sandwiches for my lunch, and dinner. I had no appetite again. I don't know why either. Strolled to Far East and had spent long time there talking and outside, guys asked me to help taking photos of them -.-

Outside the Aidias shop .

Fishball, I like it simply lot! Nice lah.

And then, we walked to McDonald nearby. "I buy a ice-cream for you, my treat." baby Leon said to me. I smiled, and rose my head up towards his face as he was quite tall. ha, ha,ha. He bent his head down and kissed me.

Flash!

Ugh, what the bastard is going on? Didn't I see any flash coming out once Leon kissed me? I wondered.

"Ha, ha, ha! Nice shot I've taken ever!" Selvam joked. He walked and showed us what he had taken. It was actually Leon and me kissing. Flash came out once he snapped of us kissing. Ha, ha, ha. Leon kept asking me to keep it, not to delete it. Okay, I won't delete it my darling boy. :)

It happened when I felt flash coming out suddenly.

Chatted with baby on the way to the Orchard MRT station.

Selvam went off first as his train came first. He took train which is said to go to Boon Lay. Leon and I took train which headed to Jurong East, at red line. Entered into the train. Leon played with the camera.

Flash!

Not another again, is it?

Leon anyhow played taking a close snap of my face in train.

Ha, ha, ha. Then I told Leon not to send me home as he had no money in Ez Link. So I waited until another train came. Seen him off and then walked home. Reached home, and quarrelled with the damn mother. I didn't give any damns again. I'm freaking sick of quarrelling with her anyway. Then, got change and off to bed.

Tuesday.

Shook by mother again. I woke up without saying anything. I ignored her, and grabbed my towel thus, bathed sweet time within 20mins. La, la, la, la. I simply love the smell of shampoo Sunsilk. La, la, la. I also love the smell of milk shower. No wonder, many people love touching my skin, especially Leon and my school mates. They keep saying I've such a smooth skin. Now, I know how come its smooth. it is because I often use milk shower since I was a kid.

Walked to take train to school without mother. I didn't even care where the hell she was. Reached Boon Lay, walked with my sweeet time to the school.

7.10am,
7.12am,
7.15am,

Hell! Everytime I walk very slowly, time always slow down. What the hell?! Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned and oh, it was Selvam my good friend. Thank God, I at least had him to kill my time. Chatted, while walked. By the time we reached school gate, it was already perfectly 7.19am which was going to be 8.

Flag rising. Pledge. Annoucements told. Then, back to class. First period I had Art. Oh gosh,I got A1 for Art. I was happy, couldn't stop smiling all the times! 2nd period, Physics. Before I opened my eyes to see marks on a paper,

Believe in God.

I tried to open my eyes. I still couldn't dare open, even one of them too.

Just believe in God.

I managed to open my eyes but my hands were too nevous and they suddenly covered the mark once my eyes were opened.

Stupid bitch, just trust God lah.

Ok, at least I managed to open my eyes and uncovered my hands. Saw the mark. Oh hellllll, I just passed, didn't I? It was 26.5/50. And, then next lesson was History. I knew I wouldn't pass anyway. Once I got the papers, I just stared at the marks without being so afraid. Once I saw 25/100, I smiled non-stop.

Thank God for having a plan for me. I don't think I will fail. Overall marks are still not out yet.

Yeah, next lesson was English after recess and Mother Tongue. Hell, paper one I passed but then all thanks to the fucking paper 2. Paper 2 only had 27/80. It pulled down whole mark. Total mark was 60/100. 10 more marks to pass, siol !

But alas, in a fact I couldn't get 10 marks to pass. I actually fail. Ohwel, I still have an Hope! There's still overall mark lah. :)

Reached home, and told cousin to help me buy my favourite Egg Tart from a special shop. I don't like any shops' Egg Tart. I only love Egg Tart made by a shop nearby Admiralty station. Now, I'm waiting for baby.

Bye sweet world, and hey! All the best for results. Jiayou! :D

3 days.

2008-10-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

Friday.

Was a bit late for Art paper. I rushed all the way to school, and happened to see Selvam and Wen Long coming out of school gate.

Ah shit! I said quietly.

"Hey hey hey," Wen Long shouted.

I pretended as if I hadn't see him or Selvam. Because, I didn't want them to make me even later for my paper. I continued walking in a hurry.

I was so impressed by how fast Wen Long rannnn and blocked my way!
"Oh, hello! Finish paper?" I asked.

"Yeah. You acted as if you never see us huh?" he finally asked.

"Ha, ha, ha. Seriously I've no time for you guys already. I gtg for my art pap- Ah hell, Im late! Bye!" I rushed off.

And then at night, went out to the towns with Selvam and babyleon :D I was so happy that I treated my baby. One day only yet I treated him so many thingggggsssss! Hongkong meal, Sushi meal, whatsoever!

"Ah, Th-," babyleon tried to finish his food inside mouth. "Ah, thank you very much my darling!!"

Ha, ha, ha! I knew he was super happy! :D I was happy too!ehehehehe.

Saturday.

Finally, went out with my sisterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :D Ha, ha, ha! She asked me to meet her at Dhoby Ghaut NEL. I was like okay! I was like looking around once I reached NEL station.

Eh? Where is she? I wondered.

"Meet me at last cabin, sis." she texted me.

Ok, I walked to a last cabin and saw her playing psp. Ahhhhhhhh! Suddenly, my smile turned into a wideeeeeee smile! Ha, ha, ha!

"Yo sis!" I greeted.

"Ahhhhh hello!" she greeted back.

Ha, ha,ha. Guess what? We shared soooo manyyyyy thingsssssssss siol ! She got so many secrets to tell me, man. Hahahaha. I terribly missed her like hell.

"Oh? Sentosa's closed?" I asked once we reached the top of level at Vivo.

"Is it? No lah, I bet." she said.

"But no people? What do you think?"

"Then take bus? How much do we have to pay, eh?"

"Ha, ha, ha! Idk either!"

"Chey! Look?! Got at least 2 people there! Its opened, lah !" Yongyee beat my arm.

"Oh? Ha ha ha!"

She didn't have any cents to pay for a ticket. So I paid 10$ instead. Once she purchased two tickets, machine paid back the changes.

"Ha, ha, ha!!" Yongyee suddenly laughed.

"Huh? What're you laughing for?" I asked.

"Lots of coins changes. Look."

Ahhhhh damn machine! Why must give me many coins? Cannot give dollars instead? As- Ah, asshole!

We went and played at sentosa. Many ang moh, chinese and inidan people were there swimming or sun-tanning. Few dogs were there. At last, I could enjoy my day awayyyyyy! I miss sentosa so much, Idk how much it was. Just that it is more than much. :)

I was sleeping on mat, she shook my hand. I woke up,

"Asshole! Look at the pervert guys!" she said.

I took a look, "Yeah, indeed!," I turned to her
"So how? What should we do then?"

"Ahhhh! Damn angmoh too! Look at us! Asshole! Should we move to further?" she asked in a frown.

"I follow you." I giggled.

"Ah! Damn, indian men! Angmoh men! Chinese men! Pervert!" she stared at them.

I laughed non-stop! She kept frowning and staring at all men. Ha, ha, ha! How so cute of her! We moved further away, and then all men moved away too.

"What th- Bastards! We moved,then they moved too?" she got so angry.

"Ha, ha, ha! bastards!" I laughed again.

I had so much funs with Yongyee! Indeed, I still haven't forgotten my own real sister lah! Ha, ha, ha! I really was happy that she had shared so many things with me! I really thought she wouldn't have anything to share with me. How so silly of me! LOL!

MHI meeting. Nothing special. Just a discussion. Had a feast with whole MHI committees. Therefore, Yongyee asked me to accompany her to buy contact lens cleanse. I was ok with it. After that, we walked to Bugis from Dhoby Ghaut. She knew I loved to walk. Ha, ha, ha! We invited Hui Ling and Jack along too. Met my babyleon and his guys group. Took train to Orchard, and then walked to Cine. We waited for James tan.

"How long should we wait?" my sis Yongyee asked.

"Wait ah, be patient eh." babyleon said.

"Whatever. But should we wait that long for who?"

"Wait, wait, wait. James is coming."

"Huh? James? it is pretty long we have waited."

"Don't complain. He's coming, keep your mouth quiet."

"Whatever."

"I know you miss James right?"

"NO!" she frowned!

Ha,ha,ha! I realised I kept laughing non-stop on that day. I wondered why, too. I don't know why. Maybe I miss them all so much. Babyleon, sis Yongyee, and a group. I simply miss them all so much. I had not any fun with a group longtime already. :)

Ate dinner together and then babyleon, sis Yongyee and I went to have our ice-creams. The rest went to play the pool. We finished our ice-creams and then went to pool.

Hui Ling was so funny, she kept hitting James tan's pooling stick. James kept losing. I was like, ha ha ha ha! I supported babyleon okay! LEON, LEON, LEON, LEON! :D

So fugging funny! Those boys acted as gay, man! I was disgusted yet kept laughing.

"Hi, want to join us take photo?" Leon asked an indian man who kept looking at us.

"Sure," Indian man answered.

Yongyee and I were like what the fuck? Ha, ha, ha! We also kept laughing! They really took a photo with the indian man lah! So friendly of Leon,huh? Ha,ha,ha!

Leon's so handsome,right? Ha,ha,ha! Bastar- I bet Leon must be so happy that I keep saying he is so handsome. Right, babyleon? Ha,ha,ha!

Had funs with the group till 11pm. Then home sweet home. :)

Sunday.

Out with family to Boon Lay home to get letters, and then to marketing, hence to Indian restuarant for a dinner.

"I want-," I was thinking.

"Daughter, I know you want Rota Pasta. Right?" My mother asked.

"Oh yeah right!" I smiled,

"I want too!" My bro popped in.

"Alamak. Always Rota Pasta! Dear, you're getting thin!" My mother commented of me.

"Whatever, queen." I sulked.

Had pasta together with a family. Daddy really made me went laughing non-stop until I couldn't finish my dinner meal. I gave my meal to my daddy. Daddy helped me finish all for me. I was too full, all thanks to daddy.

"Alamak! You always laugh. Now what? You cannot finish then give me junks to finish?" Daddy asked me.

"Ha,ha,ha! You made me laugh before I started eating my food. All thanks to you." I talked back.

Ohya, one thing my brother made me stunned can! No,no. It should be two things! Ha,ha,ha! Plus 3rd thing that I saw surprisedly with my own eyes.

1st thing:

"Do you know what Bitch is?" my bro asked while looked at the Dogs' food can that mentioned Bitches.

"Bitch is bitch, like, a-" I was stuck there.

"Ok, Bitch i- Ok, when you call a person Bitch, you're actually calling her a Female Dog." He explained.

Oh shit! I often mentioned a word Bitch, didn't I?

"Serious? Female Dog?!" I doubted so.

"Yes, you're a Bitch so you're the female dog."

"Bastard!"

2nd thing:

"Guess what? Dad's car is broken," My bro said.

"How come? Isn't our daddy good at driving? He had been in race before," I asked.

"Yeah. But it is not our daddy who got our car broken,"

"Then who else drove daddy's car?"

"Ok. Its our big cousin Mich!"

Ah, bitc- Asshole! That cousin, again! What a disgraceful! Always break our things, sigh.

I went down and had seen how badly my daddy's car was. Nice appearance turned into an ugly appearance now. Ugly big round curve on a side, and long scratch all the way to the doors from its' hood. Omg!

3rd thing:

Was in car, I looked at the beautiful trees. Was at an expressway road. My daddy slowed his car down. My family and I opened our eyes so widely. Guess what? Firstly, there was a malay family's car crushed. Their car's boot was badly crushed. Secondly, we saw the barricade being crushed much badly too. Thirdly, a car dashed when there was a Red light on traffic.

I wonder, why are so many people like this in Singapore? So dangerous, so scary and so- Okay, I've ran out of my words already. It must be so long post for today as I haven't updated for 2 days, right?

Ok-ok, I'm off to bath. Bye, and wish you all a great sleep. :)

I'm on Thursday holiday.

2008-10-09T15:45:00.002+08:00

Babyleon, remember what I told you last night before I slept? I said, baby don't be jealous that my Wednesday post didn't mention you, because Thursday will light your day up. You were like huh, right? So now you'll get to know what thing will light your day up.

I actually mention you on Thursday's post!! Surprise, eh? Okey, all the good luck for your N's level result. Love you, xoxo.

I'm off to sleep. Wahahahaha! Just had finished 4 of 5 art prepartations, later after my nap, will continue with 5th one. A last piece, at final! ;D

Finally I'm Wednesday's happiest girl :D

2008-10-08T13:59:00.006+08:00

I feel like I'm the happiest of all for today. Why? Because, my papers re finally over! I don't need to study so hard and memorise again. Ha, ha, ha. I never expect being happiest feels so great! Yes, I feel so great siol! :D

Was about to enter school gate, "Aya! Hello!" Shila greeted. I saw her, and oh I wondered,

How long is it we haven't seen each other for?

Ok I don't know. It is been pretty long.

"Hey babe. Good luck for exams!" I cheered on.

"You too! If you pass, I've something to give you!"

"What? Are you serious? What if I fail?"

Ugh. A few mins silence. She was thinking, hm?

"Uh, no lah I don't think you would fail. DO PASS OK!"

Here she goes off to her friends, and here I go off to another way! Pearlyn nearly scared me to my death, man. hey Pearlyn, I was nice to share my bueno chocolate stick with you eh! Ha, ha.

Ugh. I was looking around, I only managed to spot Junli Sally Eadelin & Asraf.

Ugh, Huihui is not around. Why haven't I seen her? I mumbled.

Ohwel, Huihui I do miss you my dearest goodf! :(

After exams, walked down together with Aziziah, Alysa and Aisah! Three A's! Plus me, 4 A's! I'm Aida, don't forget that peeps. Hahaha.

"Ow!" I shouted, "Why pulled my hair so hard?"

"Oops, sorry. Ha ha ha," Aziziah giggled, "I couldn't stop laughing!"

Bitch!

"Ow!" Here I went again, "Alysa!"

"Ha ha ha, sorry twin!" she said,

"Ouch, oh my god!", I asked, "Why love pulling my hair?"

"Ha ha ha, sorry best friend!", Aziziah continued laughing.

Damn girls. My bestfriends bullied me, Believe it not?
Asshole, ha haha.

Oh! My goddad gave me a surprise by a Le7 jeans! Ha, ha.

"How do you know my size is 25?"

"Yeah, you're very skinny. Or can I say you're in small size?"

Ha, ha, ha. Ok, I know I'm such a small in size. Whatever, asses.

How silly of me!

2008-10-07T14:51:00.006+08:00

Take a clear look at my nose. Funny, right? Yes very funny. I took up a pen, and played twisting it while I was thinking of something. Ahhhhh! How so silly of me to twist so hard! Its sharp point hit onto my nose and broke its skin. Momma called me silly, daddy called me poor thing child. So all words come into one sentence: Silly poor thing child. Ha, ha, ha.

Ok,Leon has finally msged me. What a relief! :)

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A friend of mine told me that Someone you love is not here, don't be afraid. Just wait and you'll be able to see him at the end. Your true love will never forget you. He will be here for you. If you don't see him, just wait.

"So, your boyf Leon?"

"Huh," I voiced out.

"You have ever waited for him? Has he appeared?"

"Uh, I don't wait and because he is always here by my side,"

"Ok good,"

Huh. What the hell, I thought.

"Okay, wish you two lasting forever,"

"Thanks! Leon and I will. You too all th best in relationship,"

"Ok. Here a bus comes. See you!"

What such a sweet friend?. Shared one thing with me, true love will wait for you and won't forget you. Ok, I keep it in my mind. :)

Headache again.
Bye.

Good morning :)

2008-10-06T10:31:00.004+08:00

• Lastnight mugged like hell.
• I got headache, didnt know I had a fever too.
• Took medicine and then bed time.
• This morning my fever has gone down a bit,
• But I still feel so cold in hot weather.
• Sat for exam, bear with cold and headache.
• Headed home :)

Good morning everybody. Im just back from school. Early huh? Yes, early. Why so early huh? Because I've a Physic exam paper 1 and 2 today. :) Ha ha ha.

Darling boy, how's your N's level paper today?
And your question 'do you miss me?' - my answer is, yes I do misss you :)

Aziziah! I hate you lah, for showing me a middle finger during exams! Nearly made me laugh, and I was glad I made you laugh too. Ha ha ha. It is fair enough! :D Goodluck for tmw paper oh k syg!

& im going to do my art project for exam. Bye lovely world. :)

Time flies so fast huh!

2008-10-04T01:41:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha. We had our webcam time siah, If i was not wrong it was already at midnight! We didnt know we webcam-ed at really late hour!! We then spotted a time, we went whattt! ahahha. So, Leon is staying overnight at my house :)

Say hi to him, world. :D
Ok, Im off to sleep ._. bye ciao peeps.

Babyleon thankyou couple of times! :D

2008-10-02T18:04:00.004+08:00

Stressed, and kept sighing.
And babyleon surprised me by afew memoriable photos!
I was so cheered on!
Thanks oh baby! :D Ilyyyyyyyy much lot!
& thanks Dr.Victor tooo! And Charleneeee :D:D Ily too!

1) Casual. 2) Informal. 3) Watermelon with bro. 4) With daddy :D

I had BBQ party with aunt, uncle, cousins, my family and boy leonnnnn! :D Leon ate quite lot! Its so surprise to me! Because, I didn't expect him to be so open and eat alot of stuffs in front of my relatives! Andddd some more, he really looks likes my daddy. they ate quite lot! Ha ha ha ha! :D Oh, it is yesterday :)

Cool uhk! He simply loves his new wife motorcycle!
I'm so jealousssss!
Leon says,"No no no! You're my wife!"
LOL :D!!!

and my daddy keeps nagging babyleon how dangerous a motorcycle can be!
I couldn't stop laughing like hell, lolzxzxzxz!

And okay finally today, had kfc time with Aziziah they all and ms.Azlina!
And, worse of all - I burst out crying at school. Ah shit man!
Know why? Why? Let's look below and i guess you will know a bit, maybe?

Yeah hell lots of worksheets, and blah blah blah.
Think I can cope? Think I can do well for my exams?
Hell, Idk. I said, I don't know okay.

God, save me and I need you. Can you hear me?
I die, and tomorrow is SS and Math paper 1 exams.
Doomed! Bye :(

2008-09-30T14:56:00.006+08:00

For You Darling L! :)

When you're angry,
I tried very hard to cheer you on.
When you're bored,
I tried my best to talk and joke with you.
When you complain,
I keep quiet and be patient with you.
When you laugh,
I feel so happy and enjoy watching you.
When you do sexy winks at me,
I suddenly feel so much happy and cant stop pinching you.
When you're hurt,
I say sorry and I give my all best efforts to comfort you.
When you scold me,
I left you alone and at end, I say sorry.
When we quarrel,
I surrender. I give in to you, and I say sorry again.
When you're in confusion or down,
I encourage you, give you advises and I respect your decisions.
And lastly, I said Peace.

Everything I do, you think I don't love you or don't care about you.
But here, I wanna say a truth - I want to say I do love you, I do care about you.
It is a reason why I do everything above. Because of you. I give all my loves to you.
I said Peace, because I knew Peace remind you to stop the quarrels.
You don't suck, but you're the best ever.
:)

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Yeah, today is a last day of a fasting! Hah, tomorrow Selamat Hari Raya already sia! :D:D I'm happy enough that there is a holiday for me, be it one or two days. :D:D Ha ha ha.

I'm hungry, my stomach keeps rumbling. arrrrrrgh/
I'm now cooking Italy spagahetti noodles.YAYAYAYYAYA! Brb, dear world. :D
& Im also waiting for babyleonnnn :D

Oh, My, God !

2008-09-29T17:45:00.003+08:00

Enough is enough.
Don't test my patience pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Don't make me go pissed offzxzxzxzxzxzxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
Please, i really BEG of you.
I BEG YOU, OK?
I BEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG YOU TO GIVE ME PEACE!
Sigh, gosh I'm so crazy now.
Enough is enough!

Bad luck yet Good day.

2008-09-29T16:58:00.006+08:00

Ah, I've been waiting for Xanga to load. Ah, Xanga be fasttttt lah, you stupid! ._. Oh hah ah, ok its ready now. I can upload photos for my post today :D

Lets' begin.

Today is quite bad luck yet good day. Why is it so?

bad luck, because this morning I was brushing my teeth in a sleep mode. Zzzzzzz. Once I opened my eyes, I saw a hugeeeeeee bee land on the mirror in front of me. I widen my eyes and backed out! Quickly opened the door and ran out, hence slashed the door closed to pervent it from flying out! I screamed like shitzxzxz! Daddy came with sweep pole and whacked it until many family members woke up. Hahahahahaa! So funny. Once they saw a huge bee flying ard, they kept squating down and covered their ears. I realised, only I stood still without any movements. -,- But, I think it's such a good day that I've much laughters with them. Hah :)

Today is a toilet's day, bitches.

1)Lalitha asked me to go to toilet w her.She asked me to take photo.
2)Alysa,Lalitha went to toilet,asked me to go.they asked to take photo too.
3)Fatin asked me to go toilet with her too. she wanted to take photo too!

LOL!

Aziziah: Are you mad at me?
me: Huh? (was busy with studying)
Aziziah: Are you mad at me? (fear look)
me: Huh, no lah.
Aziziah: You never talked to me ever since.
me: Oh, is it? No lah.
Aziziah: Oh ok. Bitch.
me: Alright husband.
Aziziah: Fug you. Nv take photo with me?
me: Sry ugh!
Aziziah: Next time we must take one already ok wife!
me: Ok.

Hahahaha, my husband Jia is jealous right? Hahahahahha! :D
Aku cinta awak juga, Aziziahhhhhh!
And oops, babyleonnnn i love you tooooooo! (hugsssss) lol.

Nothing to say, because I'm dead. I'm dead because my battery inside is low.
So, help me change batteries now. Yeah, I'm a robot. Hi world. -,-

Today is filled with weird things.

2008-09-28T15:31:00.002+08:00

I wonder why today is filled with so much weird things. Lets' see what's going on today.

1) Kept waking up non-stop - 9am, 10.45am, 11am, 12.45pm. I got so fed up! Really, what's disturbing me? I had no ideas either. I woke up finally at 12.45pm but I then realised, why are there weird numbers? Why has it to be whole number - 9am or 11am? And, why has it to be always 45? 10.45 ad 12.45? I saw phone time, its for a real. Aye, so scary lah but I managed to forget about that.

2) Went downstairs, momma didn't know I was awake. Because, as usual when I come down,my momma would knew Im coming down & turned. But today, she did not. She just kept staring at the teevee. "Momma, afternoon." I finally greeted. She was like, "Oh, you woke up? Ok. I go to get your lunch now." I was like wondering how come she is not herself today?

3) My brother is also another weird person/. He just couldn't stop eating so much cookies. "Bro. Momma is gonna get you a lunch. Don't eat cookies anymore or else you couldn't finish the lunch." I told him, and he said,"Oh ya hor. I should not eat cookies." but in the end he continued eating, and once he had gotten a lunch cooked by mother. He ate, and halfway he stopped eating. "Momma, Im full." he told mother. I told him,"Uh, didn't i tell you not to eat cookies? Now you see, whats an outcome? You cannot finish a lunch that momma cooked." He said the same thing,"Oh ya hor! I should not eat cookies." -___________-"

4) After 2 hours of watching teevee with godbro & bro, I walked up the stairs. I wanted to go to a toilet. Tried hard to open a door, but couldn't. The door just would not open. I thought someone was inside, so I waited inside my room. "Hey girl, got anyone in the toilet?" my dad opened my door and asked. I replied,"I guess so?". The confusion filled in daddy's mind. "Huh, but I see none inside toilet. I bent down and saw nothing. Why couldn't I open the toilet door?" he asked. I went to the toilet and just touched the door. It opened. -,-" Dad went stunned, "Ugh! Cannot be like that!" lol? I also wondered. :/

5) I did nothing else but rubbed my nose as it was so itchy. Suddenly it bled. I saw bleed on my hands, and fingers. I grabbed a tissue and stuck onto my nose, man! Did I scratch my nose again? No, I know for sure! See a photo below. It shocked me, like hell.

Ok, I guess that's all. I also don't know if there will be some more later on.

O'my gosh, help me!

2008-09-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! help me can or not? I seem cannot get to sleep. Now is already a midnight! Nehnehnehneh. I'm now going crazy already! D: Help me, peeps! Chop my head, take my brain out and wash it. Therefore, put it back into my brain, mend my head together and I'll see if I can stop my thoughts go wild! So I can sleeeeep! :(

Eh, no. I take my words back. It seems so scary! Ha ha ha.

Leon is outside still. Watching movie with family, ha ha ha. Now, my parents yell at me! They wanna talk to me about, (ahems) bye world :D

I'm ok and thank you people:)

2008-09-27T22:52:00.004+08:00

Elder girl, seriously I don't want to say anything harsh to you. So shall I be nice with words here? Okay. And, you're elder than I am so I won't be so rude to you. I've some respects for you too, but wait, have you ever shown me some respects? Maybe no? Maybe yes? I don't even care about fairness. I simply want you to stop gossiping about my boyfriend, can you? If you cannot stop opening your big mouth to talk about him, want me to help glue on your lips and shut them up for you? I know, my boyfriend is so famous and too charming for you, its why you made some rumours to people out there right? Just stop it, and you're older than me. Please have some respects for my boyfriend if not for me. My boyfriend is your friend, and you should be glad he never go and punch your face. And, seriously he has no interests in attacking people. But if you've gone too far, maybe you will be a first person he attacks with powerful fist, ah? lol. If any of my words hurt you, I'm much sorry yeah? :)

went out to babyleon's hse to do artwrk
watched movie tgth with him,
went to buy dinner packets with him.
then ate at his hse,
and lastly my momma drove to fetch me home :D

Went and had a talk with Leon on Friday. We quarrelled again, I cried again but after some times, we managed to solve. He said sorry and I said sorry. He promised to change for better, to prove me his Love. I hope he means it. Leon, you better mean it. :)

I've realised some people are still caring about me. All thanks to a tagboard, I just realised when I saw many people tagging. I'm so touched, and glad I've still some understanding friends who have hearts inside.

People, thank you very much for the concerns. I promise, I won't let that thing to happen again, ever. I've gotten myself stand up on my own feet. Thank you for cheering me on, encouraging me, and telling me your opinions. I won't forget your every kindness./Once again, thankyou sweeties! :D

Okay, I have hurt my nose, and my nose is bleeding now. Had already pasted a plaster on it. :( So careless of me. My nails are longer, all thanks to my nails. Shall cut them shorter by tmw yaw :)

Have a great, great, great sleeeeeeep! Wish me a good sleep too, world! Hah :D

Why like this?

2008-09-25T18:07:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I've to face to difficulties. Most of a thing I've to face is, quarrels. Why quarrel? Why not let me go and die? Sigh. Nobody understands me, nobody encourages me, nobody tries to be in my shoes. I cried again just now. I just don't know who to turn up to.

Leon, I'm sorry if I'm not a girl you actually want. I've tried my best to make you happy when you're sad, I'd given you my surprises, you were happy. You complained I never uploaded photos of us so I went and uploaded all in friendster. You asked me to go out with you alone, not with friends. So I went out with you alone, I even neglected my friends. You said you would be here always everyday, friends won't. I'm glad to have you by my side. I've done so much just for you. You didn't like to study Bible. I understood and one time I even asked Dr.Victor to cancel a Bible class, just because of you. I care and love you the most. I thought I was doing a good job. But now, you told me everything and we quarrelled. I knew the problem lies within me, not you. You asked me to choose which is important, you or studies stay-back. I chose studies stay-back, and you think I don't find you important anymore. I've explained that you cannot expect me to decide. Because, both of you are important to me. Exams is for me to pass and to get good future, and you - You're gifted to me by God. But still, I failed to make you understand. I'm so sorry. I'm always a lousy and stupid girlfriend.

Sigh. Ok. I still believe in God. He has a plan for me too. Ok, I shall stop crying now. And I blog all these here, just because I want to pour all out. I'm sorry for ruining such a good post today.

God blesses, ciao world.

He always have plans for us.

2008-09-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry for yesterday post. I was just too down, was just too moody. :/

Watched teevee, didn't expect that the show is all about God, and the lives. Many people still went to check up to see whether they have the major bone matched to a sick man. A sick man's wife and the friends, and doctors encouraged him and told him, He has a plan for him too. A sick man died still, after a failure operation. His wife was so sad, and cried whole day. Cheered up by her mother. Once she woke up, she saw a rainbow and she said,"God you're always having plans for us. Thank you." and she believed his husband is always watching her over up there.

So sweet lah. That woman was actually a christian but his sick husband was not yet, his husband was willing to learn more about God and became christian for his wife's sake. Learnt, Believe and Faith in God together with his wife. Sweet. : )

And, to Wanqi.
I don't mind how badly you treat me. Today I was not caring or bothering you because, I wanted to leave you alone to calm down. Even, you didn't come and share with me. Its why I didn't ask you. I kept quiet instead. During recess, you cried and it worried me. I rushed to a toilet, but I realised I should leave you alone for a while. So, I left you alone. And you told me not to care about you, its because you think I don't want to bother about you. You think I'm like this way to you? It is also fine with me. I've nothing to say anyway. Think what you like. I don't want to say anything to rise up a problem between you and i. I just want you to know that no matter what, your friends do care about you. Control your jealousy, attitude and hot-tempered. Your family does love you too. God does too.

I'm talking to Leon, my bby right now! I misssssssssss him! Longtime haven't meet up! D: Ha ha ha. We're rather busy with studies for upcoming exams. :)

Ugly mood for today.

2008-09-24T15:21:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Fuck lah!!!!!!!!!!! Just now did a post and now, what? Disconnected then i even didnt get to save the post, it then disappeared. O'damn, stop playing any fucks with me ok?!

I wanted so much to say to internet, "you suck, dickhead!"
I wanted so much to say to friends, "Cut your fucking annoys."
I wanted somuch to say to 'him', "DON'T BE KPO LAH! GO AND DIE LAH, FUCKARD!"

To 'him',
Seriously you went too much by telling teacher that Im stressful and I even didnt study. What more do you know about me huh? You think you know me more, is it? Fuck lah. I got study a bit, but just that you lost your balls, no I mean your senses. Anyhow say I never study. You think you're hardworking, studying so much isit? lemme tell you, studying too much is no good. You can go explode to die sooner lah! I would be there to laugh, like siaozxzxzx. You cared about me? Is it so? I don't think so. If you've cared for me, you would not be here to.. ANNOY ME ALL THE FUCKING TIMES!! I'm stressful because I've gotten many worksheets, such as chemistry, math, physic, history, social studies and art for examinations. Please, you can see my all worksheets are all thick. Just shut your dickhead mouth up, can you? If not for you, I won't be so much mad at you. Sigh.

Ok, today's just a fuck day. I realised, I actually want to quit school straight away after N's level. It is a final say, maybe? Ok. I've nothing more to say. I need someone to share my burdens. Anyone? Sigh, bye.

my Apologises.

2008-09-23T19:12:00.008+08:00

Sorry for not updating longtime already. I was rather busy, and lazy too. Ha ha ha.

On Sunday, went out with Leon to meet his all relatives for a wedding. His momma introduced me to most of all relatives. I couldn't stop brushing, man. Ha ha ha. :/

On monday, I forgot what was going on.

On Tuesday, it is today right? Aye, right it is today! And, tell you what? Aziziah is damn bad husband can!?! Hahahahahha!

(during exams time,..)
Aziziah: (turned and looked at me)
me: (looked back at her too.)
she: (turned and faced to her table. and showed middle finger.)
me: (saw her middle finger.)
she: (her eyes moved and looked at me at side.)
me: (smiles)
she: (still showing badword. her middle finger was laying on table.)
me: (still staring at her)
(exams over....)
she: ha ha ha. fug you.
me: damn you. showed me that during exams huh?!
she: (laughs)
me: fug you, want me to divorce you?
she: (act cute) no no no !
me: ha ha ha!
she: bitch. fug you!

and when I left school, she shouted to me,"wa seh! hug me first lah!" I rushed back and hugged. She texted me,"Wife! Fug you! Hehe!" when I was out of school. Hahahaha. Today is a Aziziah-Day!

Andddddddd, english paper one exam - I hope it is pretty good for me! Tsk! D: I couldn't stop wondering how my results turned out to be, but I believe in God. Yay! I gtg for a dinner. :)

"Daugtherrrr. Dont be on diet already. Time s up for you to eat! Don't do art already. Don't do shit already. Come downstairs." my daddy said. LOL!

Bear, thankyou again. :D

2008-09-18T16:20:00.002+08:00

Candid! Tingkai showed me, I was like, ha ha ha ha anyhow take uh!
he was like, boliao lah why not?
lol.

Wednesday.
Idk how come i got few pimples appearing. Amirul was like, oh girl! you're growing alrdy. you finally have pimples. I was like, what lahhhhh! got meh?! and i rannnn to toilet, and saw few ones. :( so i clipped whole shitting hair up not to make pimples go worse luh. tsk.

Lalitha: take photo with me lah.
me: no.
she: pleaseeee! (frowns)
me: no.
she: (makes noises!) arrrrr! pleasesesesee!
me: ok ok.
LOL.

Aziziah was fugging funny too. lol.
Aziziah: we will remarry after recess ok?
me: (smiles) ok.
(after recess...)
me: eh i go toilet k.
Aziziah: I go with you ok Aida.
me: ok!
(inside th toilet...)
she: Will you.. uh? how to say?
me: uh, oh marry de ? (laughs) ok lemme say first then.
She: ok you say it i then say.
me: Will you Mr.Aziziah take Ms.Aida as wife, and love her all lifes?
she: (without doubts) Yes. I do. I do! (laughs)
me: (smiles) yeah.
she: Will you take.. uh? Oh! No. Will you Ms.Aida take me as husband?
me: Yes, I.. do..
she: (hugggggg me) yay you're my wife! Sayangg!
me: (laughs)
SHE'S SO GAY, LOL! :)

& went out with babyleon to celebrate our anniversary. We bought lots of stuffs luh! We had t carry two bags of QueenCouture, one bag of GUCCI, and one bag of Leftfoot. ha ha ha. Total money 600$ was flyinggg! D: But I simply enjoyed and love babyleonn :)

Thursday. Yes, it is today. : )

Cheryl Cheong, yes I promise I won't forget you as my baobei mei. You're always my dear little cutie girl. Yes, we hardly get together, no more as like as before but, I'm still here. Need me, come to me and I'm here. :) Cheer up, sweety.You ll be fine next day, believe me.

and, Xueqing is, rather lame mei leh! I past by to see whether Cheryl is ok not. then I saw XQ's face - she was like smiling, smiling. I wondered and then I knew why. SHE TEXTED ME! LOL! I then had fun texting her de. ha ha ha. Damnyou Xueqinggggg! I care for you too ok? Dont be jealous alrdy. :P

And, crazy Bitch.

You asked me to be with you during recess at canteen and I said ok! See you Aziziahhhh! You told me you would text me, and don't worry I will reply you quickly this time, ok syg?. :)
& I miss Leon :X

2008-09-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

My malay name is Aida. :)
Given by my breastf(s)! Thank you dear Az & Alysa!

Mother tongue together with mei Wanqi :)
She was so good girl doing math, but I hadn't done anything.
O' Holy, I'm getting butterflies into my stomach each day by day ! -,-
(sighs)

And, thank oh Aziziah! She's ever nice breastf lah! She gave me a first surpriseeeeee! Was doing art, I was so busy to talk to her, was too busy to look at her, and I was busy with my art works. She was just behind me, and then she called me. I turned, I was like omgggggggg?! Ha ha ha. She drew me! And, it was not complete yet but, I simply was so touched lah. Ha ha ha. :)

Its this - thanks dear Aziziah!

Finally, I'm so happy! Because, today is an anniversary of my & baby's! :D
I love you, Leon Lim! :D

Neh neh.

2008-09-15T20:29:00.007+08:00

Fug you lah, dickheads! Don't think I'm having no feelings inside ugh. I've every feelings just like you, humans. Don't think your harsh words about my bestfriend won't hurt me. I was hurt yet I forgave you just because you all are my close friends, and just because I understood you all are not mature but, how long can it be? Fuck your head, fuck yourself, fuck your everything. You suck. Bye. :)

Aziziah oh Jia, you're not a bad friend afterall, okay? I'm always here. :)
Alysa, oh Swty, thanks for being my Bra. I always wear you to sch everyday, (laugh)
Huihui oh cake, I love cakes so I love'y too girl! You're tasting so wonderful delicious!
BestBear oh cuzzy! Like toy bear. When Im down, you're here to share my burdens!
And lastly, LZYL! You're th one who make me learn from th mistakes & never to repeat again.

Aziziah: Hi.
me: Ugh. Hi.
she: Bitch!
me: (smiles) Ok, thank you sweet.
she: Fug you.
me: Hey, you're fasting. Cant say bad words.
she: No, I said fug, not fuck.
me: Now then you said fuck.
she: Aya also nevermind. Fuck you lah.
me: wtf?
she: (making pig-chain hair) Heh heh. Im making my hair into chains.
me: Ouh, playing men's chin hair de more fun lah!
she: No. Boys' private should be more fun.
me: WTF?
she: (burst out laughing!)
but then slowly, we suddenly stopped joking and i was listening to her all talks,
and Aziziah, thanks for sharing so much with me. I promise not to tell anything.
Awak aku kawan baik! Aku cinta awak seh! :D

I'M GAY, VERY HAPPY. :)

Good Morning.

2008-09-13T10:52:00.005+08:00

Jia, I'm so shocked when I received your message after I woke up. Seriously, don't blame yourself. Don't be silly, I'm always here ain't I? I'll be here with you always alright. I love you, too. Don't think too much okay, I won't leave you. I won't, and it never will happen! Please, don't do this. You're a nice friend, sweet girl to my eyes alright. Kawan baik!aku cinta awak! :)

Lastnight I cried in front of darling. I was so embarrassed, ha ha ha. And, I was happy that Leon got surprised. He asked me to go to his house but I said I could not, he was like "Ayah! Ok lah. All thanks to your school cca! See me at JE bah." I didnt reply back, then. After school CCA, I rushed to JP to buy SUSHI and then rushed to his house. Texted him,"Come out now. I'm at JE already." and then he replied,"Sigh, why nv reply me early?" inside me, I was like lol. Waited outside his hse, until he came out, I appeared. He was like surprised! HA HA HA HA! After showing him SUSHI,he said,"Omg I love Sushi! Im hungry!" and even kissed me. Hee. I just couldn't stop hugging him lah! :)

Darling, I know you love my surprises! Wait for my next surprise! (laugh!) :D

BestBear, thanks for entertaining me whole afternoon.ehehehe. :)
& ok, Im off to GYM with boyf now, and then to towns, yay!

Hi hype, I'm at school. 8-D

2008-09-09T09:46:00.001+08:00

Sheesha with babyleon, mei wanqi, selvam & wenlong :)
It was much fun, but yet on same day I had quarrelled with momma,
ah, a-s-s-h-o-l-e lah!
And, I terribly missed it - how long isit already?

And, Amirul was being so lame, man! -,- and stupid Syafiq'punk, slapped my face & messed my hair up! I managed t hit his face too, ha ha ha. Thank Aziziah ah, my breastf! She helped me hit him too! Damnit, slaps are my favourite fight, how comes he use my favourite fight? Ha ha ha.

Yesterday I broke ALL best and close friendships with everybody and then, today Aziziah, Alysa and I had a talk. Now they two are back to be my bestf(s) again. Ha ha ha.

Breastf(s), no worries I trust you two and I'm always here k! Remember, I'm your always BRA yup! :)

Aziziah: Hello breastf!
me: yah hello Az!
she: See you!
me: See you!
she: See you, breastf!
me: yes see you breasf Az!
she: See you, fuck you.
me: wa seh.
she: (laughs)

& Leon, where'are you hommie? I think I heard you laughing in my heart. Ha ha ha. Crap me. :) Oh, I need t go back for lesson,buhbye world. :)

Tiring, and nothing else.

2008-09-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

Today is a first day of school reopening, I felt so moody, man. I'm glad my mood turned into crazy happy mood by Breastf(s) Aziziah and Twin Alysa, and bitch Lalitha. Not much good mood, but at least I laughed & managed to get smile back on my face.

And, Fatin & Nur Syafiq are damn naughty too, they pranked my cell ! They texted me, and made me wonder but I managed to find out who pranked me! Ha ha ha.

(via cell SMS),
They: Halo, this is John.
me: Huh, who leh?
they: John lah!
me: Huh,idk you lah.wrong send,isit?
they: No, you cristina right?
me: LOL! I aint Cristina lah. Christina, Xiuling.
they: Ok, you're so damn pretty babe lah!
me: Wait, you got my number from?
they: Haaaa! Yellow page! You pretty, I wanna know you better!
me: Ugh, what?you sent wrong person,definitely.Sorry uh.
they: No. Correct person, Christina!
me: Ha, okay. Dream on... NUR SYAFIQ!!!!

and then, Nur Syafiq and Fatin went laughing. Nur Syafiq was like kept grinning and giggling at me. I couldn't stop telling him, "Damnit you ah!" lol.

Another Syafiq, I mean Syafiq'Punk? He even lighted my day a bit too. :) Same goes for Amirul. Thanks mates, eh! Hee :D

And, Xueqing and Cheryl, andddd Cecilica are funny too! I got out of class, saw Cheryl.
me: mei, I pity you ok.
Cheryl: Uhhh? why?
me: You're fasting too. Cannot eat. Good luck.
Cheryl: No, no. Im chinese!!
me: you're malay.
Cheryl: No! Im chinese!

and, Xueqing saw me and called me mushroom! I turned and saw her. LOL!
XQ: Mushroom!
me: lol, cockroach butt ah!
XQ: You cocount butt!
me: you lah, and you got mush head too!
XQ: CB.
me: LOL! Chick butt, too!
and, she hit me. we couldn't stop teasing even before and after recess! Ha ha ha!

& lastly, Cecilica!
Cecilica told Xueqing that I called her mushroom head,
me: You lah! Also ok!
Cecilica: What siah?
me: Jelly hair ok, you lah.
Cecilica: What sia! You lah, Buns hair!
me: wtf?
Cecilica: LOL!

Had a talk with momma, my momma is soooo nice mother can! She encourages me to pass N's level, I can go to ITE or, NAFA school. Ehehehehe.

ITE, I want photography digital course,please! Otherwise, pastry&baking course please?
NAFA? Omfg, photography digital course,again please?! (but, I fugging hate O's level. zzz)

Now, I'm gonna talk to my baby Leonnnnnnnnnn! I fugging miss him! Bye, sweets!

Omfg.

2008-09-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

My parents did same thing again yesterday, or today, should I say that? Ok, I'm pretty fed up. -,- So annoying when they disturbed my sleep!

All thanks to my babyleon, he made me laugh once sent me a clip.
It is, below.

Ha ha ha, th bullets kept irritating a man's head, and I couldn't stop laughing. Maybe to some people, it is not funny. But to me, it is. I simply love funny clips, man.

Ahh, babyleon is sleeping now. :/ I'm alone surfing internet here. Shall stop here, bye world.

Overslept.

2008-09-04T17:59:00.004+08:00

Woke up super late, yes first time for this week holiday. Ha ha ha, once I woke up, I received lots of messages, man. Alysa, momma, baby Leonlim, and most of msgs were from baby Leonlim. He was so smart ass, for longtime I hadn't reply and he knew I was oversleeping.

I'm pretty annoyed up today, I've no moods to continue blogging. I'm still being cheered & chilled by baby Leonlim. Sent me some dammit shit funny videos.

Yay, time for laughters, baby! :D

Labels: that child, is very irritating fcukard. :'/

Guess what?

2008-09-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yes, I so love my week holiday,
and I'm so upset my EOY is pretty coming soon,
and I must study now!

& oi babyboy leonlim, who says I dont miss you?
I miss you f lot too kay!
All thanks to you, your N's level english is tmw! You annoyed me! I cannot sleep, I got so worried abt you, nehneh nana! All th best, darling!

Im back to slp, goodnight people!

2008-09-01T19:59:00.003+08:00

My cell is so ma fan.

Ahhhhh. Stu-oooopid my cell phone!
Almost wanted t reply my darling and in th end it went flat!
Dammit kns! D:
Charged, and it was still not okay - still has problem, cannot switch on.
Fed up, & threw my cell onto th floor.
(Ok, I was insane. Neverm me.)

Btw, happy birthday Jeremy. :)
& happy birthday, Loong & Vernon too.

2008-08-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

Had laming webcam time with stupid dor. Ha ha ha.
:)

I'm happy, I donated another money to another disablity man again.
:)

& attended the ROM with my family,
wth, 109 people attended. :)

Im sleepy now, goodnight.
oh-oh, God's the Glory Father.

2008-08-31T15:28:00.002+08:00

I'm not bothered when people said Yongyee is not my closest one.
They're jealous, and I'm laughing.
Th fact is, she is my dearly real sister & she's my closest kin.
And, I'm not affected, hell fugging yeah. :)
Sis Aoi, I love you always, okay?

Damn knns, Jiawei gave me such a bad luck, indeed.
Haa, it was on Friday - celebration of teachers' day.

After celebration, went t class t celebrate for Ms.Azlina,
then rushed down to canteen t celebrate Jeremy,Loong,Tommy birthdays.
Had chatted with Jiawei, and hes nuts! :(

Jiawei: You re here too?
me: Yup, and you too.
Jiawei: Ya, their birthdays.
we: (looked at ppl being sabo by cakes)
me: Woa, Jiawei youre lucky youre not being sabo.
Jiawei: Duh, you too ha ha ha!
me: Because, I'm a little girl, and I'm so fierce.
Jiawei: Ah, you so fierce meh??
(suddenly, people sabo Jiawei!)
me: (stunned) omg.
(then, suddenly somebody threw cake onto me)
me: wtf?

Omg, all canteen were so dirty and ruined ! Even th cakes were on every table, and walls and floor. -,-

& yesterday was such a sad thing yet fun day!
Went t wesley church for fun fair, and then to cityhall for hiphop class.

I even got to see many friends lah man!
Cassandra, Xiao Qing, Ellieen, and some of my cousins! Omfg,can?
Ha ha ha. My lappys' battery is running out, end here. Bye world :)

2008-08-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

Light Path,

Thank God i managed to get out of terribly unbearable pain.
Praise Him :)

I seriously hate school comp plus its keyboard. Hard to see screen, it is super blur & th keyboard has some prob - especially space bar. Fug it :(

Tingkai was so funny can.

tk: Hoho hello! (in same bus with me t sch)
me: (shock) eh hey! haha.
tk: You late ah?
me: you also are late mah eh. (smiles)
tk: you look so pale, but cheerful. how re you?
me: HA HA HA IM OK! (grin widely)
tk: ohyes, you know youre popular!
me: (keep silent)
tk: Aziziah, Azri, Amirul, Alysa, Fatin, everyone asked me for you yday!
me: haha! (smiles) sry eh!
tk: they miss you!
we: (alighted out at th bus stop)

Ow!

We're bored. Cam whoring. Waiting for th effing CCA lah.
Here I go, screams all my lungs out at your face.
:D

& one more thing, people are lame.
"Hey! Why are you so quiet?! Angry uh?"
And I said, "Haha. Im ok. No, I ain't angry."
:)

2008-08-27T16:12:00.002+08:00

My absence.

Today is ever worse day for me.
I'm been scared yet happy.
For people who don't understand what I mean, you all don't ve t understand :)
It is my secret, wee.

I'm tired, let's do points instead.

▪ I'm having my period today, very heavy one.
▪ I'm struggling with my first time - very unbearable pain.
▪ I sweated, felt super cold and got fever.
▪ I went to see doctor to get meds & I'm on MC.
▪ I missed History CA today, and I feel so sad.
▪ I nearly fainted outside when am on my way home alone,
▪ my momma left t work after seeing doc with me.

It's it. I love my godfather and, I love my boyf.
They're here when I'm sick and enter the nightmare scene.

God's listening to me..

2008-08-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Today.

Went and visited my boyf's uncle in hospital, met with his all relatives. I prayed. Hope everything's ok. Glad boyf managed to be smiling :)

I'm happy, because:
1) I ve passed most of tests.
2) I've been tgth with my boyf for long time enough alrdy!
3) I've gotten myself up on my feets again!
4) AND, I'M BACK TO OLD SELF! :P

Ok, bye insanes.

2008-08-25T18:17:00.001+08:00

Fell down, and I now get up on my feet again.

I realised, having my eyebrows trim make me look much better,
but YOU tell me option too,please? :D

All thanks to my godfather, by his all supports & side with me, I fear nothing. he is right, I can do nothing but to believe God. God is th one who handle our past, present and future. I realised, nowadays I've cried countless times - like bloody hell. Sometimes I wonder, oh I cried for whom? Ha,ha such a nightmare. Scary.

//

I'm glad I managed t donate some money to a half blind man as what I had promised in my prayer. :) And, I'm glad I could vent out my frustruations, guess what? Jueying, my dear girlf of 7 yrs & counting on, cried and was backstabbed by th class friends.By looking at how she confessed to me, by looking at how terribly she broke into th innocent tears, I walked to make myself into a scene, and gave her friends th tight warning. I was surprised that I managed t make her friend crying when I told her to shut up that she kept scolding Jueying.

Seriously, I do care for my good friends, but I'm not in any mood to care for friends. as for Jueying, I helped because I couldn't stop feeling so sorry for her.

Oh, look at me silly child.
I always care for others, but I don't care for myself.
Why?

2008-08-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

Insaney-insane.

Hello, I'm back from family's outing, and boyf :D I finally visited my dad's grandmother. She noticed me, she asked daddy who I was. "Christina lah", my daddy replied.She was stunned and kept calling my name with big smile I've ever seen before! Ha ha ha. She even noticed my boyf, and she kept saying hi,hi,hi to him.lol.

Ok, my bro & boyf were rather lame boys. -,-

Leon: (looking at th mirror, waxing up all his hair like insane)
Bro: (got up from th chair,)
(both stood so near, and then Leon turned t face t bro,)
bro: (saw Leon) Ah! (laughs) So funny.
Leon: (stunned) Huh!
bro: Omg, wtf!
Leon: ...wtf!
(all of us laughed)

Today is one of insane days :)

Hey, goodnight eon. :)
& people too :D ciao!

2008-08-24T15:53:00.003+08:00

Terrible.

I hurt myself, I hurt people who care for me, I hurt people who are praying for me. Ima' bad girl. Why am I being so fool? Why should I hurt people when I hurt myself?

Can anyone of you all tell me, how to hurt myself without hurting people who dote on me?

Family's outing time now, nana!
Bye lovely world. :)

2008-08-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

one more thing, i'm seriously disappointed that some of people got to know i'm expecting a baby, but to be clear with it, i ain't pregnant. But people ask me a question, like survey, they asked that if i'm to be pregnant,what am i supposed to? seriously, I will end my life without any hesitants. lol?

Nonsenses.
& hoh, God's always my glory Father.

2008-08-21T14:54:00.003+08:00

I'm at school libaray.

Hello, I'm still in the school. I'm waiting for time to fly to 3.30pm, time for my CCA. I seriously hate my CCA teacher damn lot, like bloody hell. :( But,what to do? Hell, I all can do is to attend to CCA and then went off straight away when its finished.

Had a conversation with that teacher Ms.Elaine.

She: (talking something i didnt listen)
me: Uh, nei say! (cantonese words, means 'you die')
she: You, may dislike me but you've no right t say this t me.
me: Ok-ok. (walked away out of th class)
tk: (laughs while walked with me) You damn bold eh.?
me: I dont like her,but dont you too?
he: Yes i dislike her too. she sucks. (laughs) right?

Ok. I'm slacking with Asraf :/
Oi asraf. i'm bored, like shit. How?hahaha.

2008-08-20T16:24:00.002+08:00

Moods' swinging.

I only know what's happening to me today is, my mood swings.
Yet someone makes my mood even worse during recess, but why like this?
Am I supposed to be that person's maid? Oh fug, it is full of bullshits.
I shall not wait anymore, I give up on the people who have brainless or no hearts.

Ok, I miss my baby damn much lot D: I went to Jurongpoint, saw XLL chicken that Leon ate before. I bought it, and ate it. It shows, I remember him, I love him still.

Baby,you hear? I'm thinking of you :)

& wow, how fast time flies now.

2008-08-19T19:38:00.004+08:00

It's so tiring.

Current mood:
Fed up, tired & upset.
What's happened?:
I didn't expect that using English to explain, or repeat is always useless thing t do so. He won't understand me, none of my explaination or repeat sentences are working. Ah God, and you world, please tell me - is there any other ways?

Selvam & Tingkai, thanks for cheering me up when I almost cried. I'm ok now. Selvam, you're right - I need to be alone to calm down. Thank you. Tingkai, you're also right - Love cannot be always perfect, Love always has quarrels to build a strong bond or to see if they're matched to be together. :) I understood, my friends.

Ohwel, I'm happy with my momma!she knew i was sad,she cooked me my favourite spagahetti!
I got a surprise, but im still . Oh *shrugs, shall say bye now.

2008-08-18T16:14:00.004+08:00

Time flies pretty fast, like wonderful.We grow up, ages fast up like, shit.
We're getting older, never to get back to be young again,
No more & its Forever. How scary is that eh, ugh?

Oh,hello world.
Wenlong and Selvam are damn supportive,man. :)
Thank you dudes huh.hee :D

Yo woman! , they said to me all of a sudden. Uh,oh hello, I replied back. Ha ha, you don't look pretty fine now, they finally asked. Oh,oh I'm pretty fine lah asses, I replied with a grin. Sure huh, nowadays you seem so active, playing rough activites & eating pinapples too aren't you, they asked suspeciously. HA HA HA! Hell silly question,i cannot do that huh, I laughed. Ha sry, but you look not so good now,anything happens?, they asked another question. Hee,im fine! I just ve personal problem,its it, I said. And guess what they said in th end?

Ok, even if we don't know whats going on in your life, we still support you ok friend, they said. I smiled widely & couldn't stop saying, oh thank you thank you my friends!

:)
My day is brighten up, and I miss my godfather & baby Leon!

2008-08-17T18:00:00.003+08:00

Annoying, Irritating.

oi sis, my bro shouted. what lah! huh, i replied with a frown. oi, do homework lah, he replied back. i've no homework,ok, i said to him. oi!!!no homework then say lah.why show like tt face, he shouted loudly. finally, last sentence - you used your kick to call me, it is fucking no manner. i showed you my face, you're not happy its your problem, i said to him.

i find my brother sucha irritating bro,
how come he's alike my mother, loves using their legs to call me or people?
so resemble,huh.

2008-08-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

Hello, world. :)

Yes, right - I've gotten this Agnes B present for baby :)
For our anniversary yesterday.
Baby, I love you :)

&

He's super happy, he was so happy once he saw it.
He kept giving me lots of kisses, ha ha.
& he got me a present from Queens' Conture.
He was feeling so bad that my present for him is expensive than his present for me.
I cheered him up, and he was so high,
therefore he treated me a damnyummy food at small expensive cafe.
:):)

We played quarrelling too,
I thought it was a real one, I almost cried & he then laughed,
I realised it was a play only, I kept slapping his cheeks.
LOL! Bad baby.

Ok, today is alrdy Sunday huh?
I've to study now, I realise tmw is Physic & Chemistry CA(s).
Ahshit, I forgot to bring th textbooks from school.
Damn, gotta study notes,no choices.
Bye, world. :)

2008-08-14T16:29:00.002+08:00

Xueqing! Xueqing! Xueqing! :D
she's really funny, my mushroom mei.
A fool silly little mei of mine.
:D

had a talk with her,
and also i was superrrr surprised when she texted me.
HA HA HA. FUNNY SIOL SHE!
:x

Ok, today I'd wish to turn to him & smile, but its him who is holding back.
I can do nothing, but to carry on happily.

Ah shit, lets' stop it now. Ok, lets' say I dont care about people now.
Lets' blog, he he he. :D
First thing I wanna say now is,

I MISS MY LEONNNN!
Am still waiting for him, he asked me t wait & im waiting. :)

& 2nd thing is,
I MISSSS MY SISTERRRR AOI! My blooded-sisterrr!
Where's she? Where're you, my lovely sis?! D:
Ok, I know where th hell she is. She's studying, hiding at home & reading my blog.
:PP Correct, sis?

&& 3rd thing is,
I terribly am scary person today.
I didnt bother to care about my bestfriends, especially Aziziah.
She kept looking at me and I turned my eyes away from her, eh scary?
But its because, I had nothing to say. I was tired, I ate medicine k.

And lastly, 4th thing is,

I'm so happy, very gay, superrrr f joyful!
It is because.I PASSED MATH AT LAST LAHHHHHHHH, SIOL !
Like, impossible? but hell,its real! omg.
I even passed th social studies too, i'm super happy lah. :)
is like, oh final man.

Ms.Teo is also happy, Ms.Azlina is even happy, Ms.Chow too is happy & Ms.Elaine,too/.
I don't believe they knew about it, but hell yeah i'm gay.

Ms.Teo told me all th conversation, I don't believe it can? You believe not? lol.

T: (Walking past by Azlina's seat in staff room)
A: TEO!
T: Yes, Azlina?
A: See, see! See, see! Xiuling passed math!
T: Oh, I see it.
A: No, look look! I marked and see, all are ticked correct!
T: Oh, yes right. No mistakes?
A: Only 2 or 3 mistakes!
T: She pass, like final. right?
A: yes! But, this! One question with a-e, she got all correct!
T: Amazing.
A: Yes! I'm very, very, very happy to see it.

C: Teacher, how's xiuling's doing for SS?
E: Oh, I don't know. I marked alrdy but forgot hows her result.
C: Ok. thanks anyway.
(after teachers' breaktime,)
E: Chow, chow.
C: Yes?
E: I cannot believe Xiuling do well for her Social Studies this time.
C: Oh, is it? How so wonderful.
E: Good thing that she pass at last. She always failed.
C: She is getting better this time now.
E: I better grab a good chocolate for her, my good student!
C: yes you should.

But hell, to me - im still ever a silly asshole.
*shrugs. bye.

Aziziah, Alysa, Asraf, & Yingying,
you all are loved. :)

2008-08-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

Baby's super cute, manzxzxz!
:D

Spent my lots of time with him yday, ha ha ha. He light my day up, i simply love him much lot can! :D:D He brought me lots of laughters, and was willing to control himself & gave me some of respects. I was like almost crying can!! Ha ha ha.

Cute him ah. ha ha ha.

Bestf made me upset much lot, I didn't know why i needed t b so much upset, but I knew its because I do care for that friend. :) Bear, I forgive you.

And, my boyf is ever best can! he tried much hard t cheer me up, but one thing he did t me, is such a naughty prank! :((( arrrg. Know what?

boyf: (took photo with me)
boyf: (went t take camera after flash)
boyf: ohmy.
me: what?
boyf: someone.. behind you,
me: what?
boyf: camera show that.
me: huh, what
boyf: ohmy. i show you now.
me: no no, dont show!
boyf: see lah.
me: (suddenly crying)
boyf: omg. i joke only lah! chill.

then he laughed and hugged me tightly. i kept hitting him canzxzxz! ha ha ha ha.

his all cats re superrrrrrrr cute can! about 5 cats ley! omgxzxzxz. I cannot stop loving t play with his cats! :D:D

& ohya, one more is -
i had my funs with my sister Yongyee, her bro & Selvam,plus boyf too.
I couldn't stop sharing my lots of things with my sis Yongyee man!
I so much miss her, like hell. :)

Andddddd.
KNOW WHAT, HUH?
That night I jogged with bro, I failed to complete my 2 rounds jogging.
but now, i managed t complete my rounds!
MY BRO, BOYF & I CANT BELIEVE IT, BUT YAY IM SUPER HAPPY! :D

owww i smell like fish. eerie. looks like i need t bath now.
toodles.goodnight world.

2008-08-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh/! im tagged by pearlyn shd! lol. <3

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog
B. Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- much much utterly disappointed. D:

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Leading happy life, entering Nafa school.

3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- smthg like Disco - scream all lungs out! , like Pearlyn's. :D

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- yeah?

5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Someone who trusts me, and loves me truely with heart.

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both, :)

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- hes' with me alrdy :D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- my boyf is attached t me :)

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- yes indeed, one of my bestfriends. :/

10. Is being tagged fun?
- idk :x

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- like i ll b 26? idk! lol.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- God, family, breastf(s), & boyf.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Sweet-sweety :)

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- eh,idk! :/

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- folding th blanket.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- I ll give all my loves t a guy i truely love.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- th one who loves me back, & is serious with me.

18. What type of friends do you like?
- People who can bring me lots of laughters, & able t understand me.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Big mouths yeah, and irritating people.

People being tagged;
Simyee BAOBEI, Huihui LAOPO, Yanyu MR.HANDSOME, Cass LESSY, & Bear (i hope hes coming & telling me everything.)

2008-08-07T16:00:00.002+08:00

Best friends are hard to treasure, and to make it last forever.
Even one of my best friends is changed, but alas, Idk if I shld believe he's innocent.
I heard of something, something I see - I hope it is not him.
Idk what to do, but to ignore.

To that person,
are you really that kinda person?
I dont even care what you're, I just don't want you to keep things from me.
If you see me as bestfriend, you won't keep things from me.
Agree?

Even if you asked me whats going on, I won't bother t say oout.
You're yourself, only YOU know what you're doing inside,
I've always thought youre such a kind and good friend.
Idk, now what kinda person you re.

I'd be glad if you came and told me these everything.
But, now it's too late that I gotta know before you told me.

Thanks for candies, thanks for friendship, thanks for all things you've done.
I hope you won't regret what you've done.
:)

Oh eww! Im finally back, managed t blog today :D
no time man, even never online for ah how long eh? ha ha ha.

I managed t meet my sister Aoi, ah-ah i miss her terribly!
and glad my prayers is not falling into a drain, she passed N's prelims.
:) same goes to my boyf, im super happy can?
ha ha hah a. :D

I forgot all days what i had been doing,
but I only rmb what i was doing yesterday - it is ,
after school, Aziziah asked me out and I went out with her.

I didnt know that, it is so FUN TO BE WITH HER! :)
ha ha ha ha.
we kept talking, and laughing non-stop in bus too!
and after having our funs, we went t library and did math work :)
I'd taken photo of her but, haven't uploaded.

Know why?
yep, right i'm totally lazy ass now.
HA HA HA :x

Ok-ok, my phone screen is....
torn! ewwww,i use th transparent tape t cover it,
ha ha ha.im quite lame yo.

&&today ain't any good day i suppose?
because, ah today im pretty pissed off by Lalitha,
rather annoying, rude, & irritating -,-
what's going on with her? May I know, please? zz

OH YA HOR!
TMW IS A NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION LEY!
IM SUPERRR HAPPY THAT WE RE NOT GONNA VE LESSONS TMW!
:D:D

Happy, happy, happy, National, national national, Day, day day!
xoxo, world.

2008-07-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

Idk what's might going on later or sooner,
but I've been hoping, and praying nothing happens.
Idk what I'm gonna do now,
am i supposed to get prepared for th worst, or to believe in God, nothing happens?
Defineitly, I believe in Him but, I cannot seem stopping to be so much worried.
Why am i so much worried?

But, one thing I cannot forget to say is,
God's trustworthy, so why cannot I endure all worries and believe Him?
with him, I should not be so afraid. With him, nothing will happen to me.
I cannot stop saying, that he is th Glory Father, and Jesus bestest friend.

James Bond, thanks you very very much for sharing my woes, and saddening. I love you godfather, always! :) Please encourage and tell me that it wont happen! Yesh! :):):))

Sry, Idk why I'm so into Christian thingy in this post,
but peeps - lemme say one more time.
Praise the Lord/
:D

Goodnight, world!
*lights off!

2008-07-30T16:44:00.002+08:00

Ah, I'm still been worried for myself.
zzz.

Ouhk, ysterday was f scary man.
didnt wanna say anything can? ahahahhaha!
went with momma t see a doctor, and doctor was like..
kept pressing my hands, softly.

he: pain?
me: hahahaha nopes.
he: nopes?
me: nopes.
he: how abt this?
me: no too.
he: ok, goood.
me: hahahaa! numb ley how to feel pain?
he: ouhk ok.
(he then thumped onto my hands superrr hard!)
me: *SCREAMMMMM!!*
he: woah, you nearly cried!
me: omg, pain siah!
he: hahahah ok, then its it.
me: whalaooozxzxz!

& my momma couldn't stop laughingzxzxzxzxz!!
zzz
ahahahha, scary lah he.
zz.
he even asked me whether i eat properly, bcoz he said im so skinny alrdy.
zzzzz. -,-

today went t sch, with my injured hand in bandaged.
lol.

ok, cannot type any longer alrdy. plus, im tired like hell.
toodles,hotties :)

2008-07-28T16:10:00.002+08:00

They're rather funny to talk with, today!.

M: Hey.
me: what?
M: !@#$^@$$###%@^
me: huh, what?
M: zz, neverm.
me: oh ok.
M: @#%^$%&%#
me: sry what ? i couldn't catch up w what you said luh.
M: ah, neverm then
me: ohwel, pls b serious w me - y'know i feel earthquake now.
M: huh but i dont.
me: i can feel it ok,
M: earthquake, you must ve th one who have a prob.
me: hello? youre shaking your leg.
M: LOL! walao.
.
.
.
.
M: Yikes! (covered his mouth w his hands)/
me: you ok, sir?
M: .... what sir? ya im ok.
me: are you sure? youre not pregrant, right?
M: walao. lol!
.
.
.
.
M: ah! why do i get cramp today?
me: ok, bad news for you then
M: meaning?
me: you ve cramp, smthg came out in your mouth,/
M: then?
me: youre pregrant, comfirmed!
M: HAHAHHAA!

Aziziah: (hitting th volleyball ball,)
(ball flied high & flew onto th plants.)/
me: (couldnt get it, so walked t get it,)
Aziziah: (tried her best t reach a ball & grabbed it before i got it.)
me: ah!
Aziziah: hahahah!
.
.
.
Aziziah: (hit th ball, and it flew far again.)
Lalitha & Aziziah: HAHAHA.
me: ah, alamak.
me: (walked t get it again.)
Aziziah: faster lah.
me: wait ah.
Aziziah: ASSHOLE, FASTER.
me: ah, asshole.
.
.
.
.
(i hit th ball,it flew straight t Lalitha's face.)
Lalitha: (scream like,scared.)
Lalitha: (went t pick a ball up, like, she walked like funny pose.)
Aziziah: HAHAHA. She walked like what lah.
me: Hahahah, ya lah!
Lalitha: What the.. (show face)
Aziziah & i : ahahahha!

(ok, we're retarded.)

T: every girl here got such a big ass.
me: me uh?
T: ok lah.
me: ouhk.
T: Alysa, Lalitha they all got such big ass luh.
me: zzz, wth? you go and see see huh
T: no la too big la very obvious mah.
me: oh okok.

lol.
ok lah, i wanna say here is,
they're rather gay, making me even gay too.
:D

2008-07-28T15:43:00.002+08:00

Im back frm school,
I ain't online Msn. Dont wanna online msn ley, dont feel like t online anyway.

today i gotta go with different friends, ahaha.
:)

ohya, Jon redapple was rather strange eh.
i woke up & saw a msg,i tot it was my baby hubby, super happy luh!
then opened a msg, it was not him
its Jon redapple tt msged me hahaa. he wanted me t keep him a company,
and then, when took train, he was like complaining i didnt wait for him,
aahhaha i didnt care!
but, guess what? im superrrrrrrrrrrrrr shocked tt we took SAME train man ley!
ahhahahahahahahhaha zz O.O!

then finally baby msged me, ahhahaha. :D
hes ever th sweetest in my life, and heart.
yayness/!!

then walked with sec5na babe t school,
and then inside sch saw pearlyn & then walked with her tgth,
walked t see her off when school bell rang.
:D:D

then went back t classroom alone, ahhaha.
i know im sucha good girl today.lol

ok lah, i'm been so worried abt myself now,
how? how? how?
so pathetic of me ah, sighzxzxz.

whatever.
.
.
.
.
but I believe in God.
I endure all worries to Him. :))))))))))

ok-ok, after learning smthg at assembly, i realised tt i shouldn't spend much stuffs, its such a waste. even, you all better save eletricity, water & stuffs etc luh, dont make us all die when glorbal warming is getting big and big hole, and an earth's getting much warm.

Arrrrg, i dont wanna die. so do you too,dont you? lol.

2008-07-27T16:10:00.002+08:00

I'm now at a club with all cousins & family.
nothing much t do,
and all i do here now is watch crunchyroll on lappy.
-,-
my boyf cannot online as his bro is using.
arrrrrrg.

What i wanna say now is,
ok, two sentences actually.

it is,
Selvam is rather irritating!!
He kept asking me t bring a supreme stuff t sch tmw.

-,-
aahhahaa. ok, i wanna go for gym every sat!
ve t ask my boyf for his permission.
ehehe :P

2008-07-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

To R ____,
srsly your attitude does suck but, I don't wanna say anything.
I rather see you by face-face.
I don't wish to be annoyed by your messages too.
It's also irritating some more.
I've been put up with your attitude problems since primary school.
Only you yourself don't even know that.
You don't need t ask me how suck your attitude is.
Everyone has weakness in attitudes anyway.

But hell yeah, I'm much pretty happy today.
:D

Jesus's th best-est friend!

Ok, to people who find me that bitch, I seriously am so much sorry. I don't know if Im changed or not. I even cannot see myself. Even if i see myself via mirror, I won't be able to notice. But, much sorry ok? ohwel, actually I aint that bad bitch as what y'think. Sometimes I may be so much bitch when I'm angry. Hahahha. :)

Bear, heard something happened t you. hope youre okay. :)
&
my dearbaby, I miss you Leon Lim. Cya tmw yay,sweetheart.

2008-07-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

I realised, I've been back to real me at, final! :D
How th hell do I know?
yeah people told me so, yayness! :D:D

Annie: Babe, you ok not?
me: uh, hahaaha yeah im,why ley?
Annie: you look like, real Xiuling at last uh!
me: Huh! ahahhaha,really?! ain't it supposed to be better?
Annie: Ya loh! good alrdy! Im glad le ok!
me: Hahahha, but what makes you think im back?
Annie: Th real Xiu Ling usually dont let anything affect her.
me: LOL! O.O! (didnt know i have that good point eh?)
Annie: So she's you finally, now.
me: thank babe! (huggggg her)

Hahahha, annie's so sweet leh.

And last thing i wanna vent out can!
Ahhhhhh!

My bestf that I wont reveal her idenity. Srsly, whoever took her wallet - please return it back to her ley, otherwise you ll be fcked upside down can! Hahahaha. she's much upset enough alrdy can, y'know? we ve enough of your prank ok, kids. RETURNNNNN BACK TO HER LAAAA!

Ok,ok. Today I'm glad Im back to th real Xiu Ling.
God's a glory in th world, ! :)
*th tags or links will be late updated as i'm not free t edit/reply,sry loves!

2008-07-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

Today finally got to see baby!
Ahhhh, darling you better dont go back on your words!
We already hooked our fingers - promised.
If not, I'll open my mouth & ahhhhh, bite you !
EAT YOU UP LAHHHZXZXZ !RAWRRRR!
:D

I'm so gay today,
its a reason I cannot get to sleep.
But wait, hey darling now s still 9pm++ Its still early,
Im gonna off to bed now,ehehe.

Oh, oh ! God's always listening to my prayers,
Praise the Lord. :)

GOODNIGHT, WORLD!
MUCH LOVES! :D

2008-07-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

Thanks dear people :D

Dearrrrr SHD, Laopo & Breastf !
You all are still my darl girls, I'm back with you 3 yoho!
:D:D

Shd, I'll get to be with you and Huihui if got chances at school. :D

Wanqi, the ever cutie mei-mei ! :)
Thankyou for listening to my problem at school today.
YOURE' SWEET-SWEETY, ALRIGHTY! :D
you're at least there for me, hahaha?eheheh.
Cya tmw kayz!

And oh my dear blooded sis!
shes' ever th best of all ley man, thank youuuu sis!
she had been here with me for whole of today, i almost cried !
Hahahaha :)

& Dr.Victor, and Vanessa my darling Vame,
Thank you both too ! I love you both okay ! :D:D:D (hugssss!!)

And finally,

I miss you, baby. :)

2008-07-22T17:37:00.001+08:00

I used to think,
He's gone.
You and me, the End.
You. the Reason why I thought it was the end.

Farewell, Love.
I, Farewell our Love.
You. the reason why I wanted to say Goodbye,
to our Love.
& I am shut out of mine - Own heart.
because my Love's gone too far from me.

O' my lovely boy.
You gave me lots of hope,
You gave me lots of happiness,
You gave me lots of things to learn.
O' my lovely boy.
this time you gavce me sucha' tough thing.
Hard for me to struggle.
O' my baby,
I cried and wanted so much to go into silent land,
Time to say goodbye.

I thought,
it was blind Love.
I was blind to see through our Love.
I thought.
With bitter tears rolling down my cheeks.

You've been so great a lover,
Filled my every each single days.
I suddenly think of you,
Remembering you when you're far away from me,
I miss your kisses,
Kiss kiss kiss,
I love, love love. You.

Received your message today,
I agreed with you -
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

O'baby, I forgive you/
and I'm so sorry.
I do love you, and I do miss you
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
I understood,
You. All I need is You, baby.

Leon, I love you :)
Lets' forget all of them and smile.
Don't use harsh or hurtful words to me anymore, again.

-----------

Today, I saw a guy who wanted to jump off at my school.
It was quite scary, and many police came to my school.
I felt so much badly sorry for that guy.
Sighs.

And, ah my dear breastf Aziziah.
She left school without letting me know, arrrgh ! hahaha.
She was not feeling well during mother tongue period, :(
Aziziah, I'll always miss you :)
Take good care, eh ok silly breastf!

She's the sweetest friend ever!
She's the one who had been by my side all th times today.
:)
(hugsssssssss!!)ehehehe.

I'm tired, still have t study for tmw History test.
Pray I can do well for this test.
:)

2008-07-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

MEMORIES FLASH BACK.

Baby, here I prove you - I haven't delele all of our photos.
Please don't ever anyhow say hurtful words to me alright.

AHHHHHHHHH !

I cannot sleep now, it is already gonna be 11pm. I cannot sleep,
but yeah I must sleep, to get better tomorrow.
So yeah goodnight world ! :)

2008-07-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

ohwel, i ve deleted the post just now. Im sorry, world.

......

Ok-ok, I had a talk with bestfriend Aziziah :)

Ah, Aziziah okay! I promise you I won't change. I'll be still the same girl you used to know ever before!
I'm your best friend, and you're my best friend, and we both are breastfriends.
I won't leave you alone when you need someone. I'll be here for you :)
You asked me to spend more times with you, and I will try my best t spend more with you.
Aziziah, you're much much much loved! :)
(hugs tightlyzxzxxzxzxz!!)

Today is a Hamony day eh? Nothing special. I just got to see some teachers and pupils wearing different clothes. Hah. :)

Ok,ok.
I don't want to blog any longer now.
Buh-bye world.
Xoxo.

2008-07-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hiyeeeee. I'm pretty in gooooood mood today lah. Know what? All thanks to my classmate the one of gossips, which has malay name, & indian looking. She brought me some damn laughters.

Wanna know?

She told my friends that I dyed my hair brown, oh f* shit. Its so funny. I've never dyed my hair brown, man. Oh gosh, she cannot tell out that its my nature colour since I was born. Wanna know its true, come to me and asked for my kid's photo. You ll see lots of brown colours on my hair. I followed my momma's hair genes. hers is also much lighter brown.

GET YOUR LIFE LAH, PLEASE GIRL. HAHAHA. :)

She even gossiped about others, I felt so sad for her, can. The ones who are her friends also dont like her, what a pity. But, she is quite nice friend too. But one thing I dislike abt her, is - BIG MOUTH.

Alamak, I better stop wasting my times on this lame matter.
Gtg, and my friends here say hello! :D

2008-07-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

Today is such a disappointment, I didn't get a chance to go out with bunch of friends after Hiphop class. But, who cares? They refused to go out with me just because they've not enough money to eat at sushi, I don't blame them anyway. :)

I swear, we all three ate superrr alotttttttttttt non-stop, until we were so full. Hahahaha! :D Yum,yum I'm so missing it much lot, y'know, my dears?! :D:D

Especially salmon,pleaseeeeeeeeee! OMG! I WANNA EAT IT ONE MORE TIME CAN!!!! HAh!

Visited Far Plaza and Cine with them too :)
Most of time we did enter shoes shops -,- Hahahaha, because they are so into shoes._."

Before I gtg, I wanna say something to someone;
Someone asked so much questions.

I'll answer all here alright, my dear friend? :)

1) Yes, my sis Aoi is been busy while I'm busy too,
2) But, we're still blooded sisters, the same still.
3) Nothing's gonna happen anyway.
4) Be it best friends or normal friends or whoever wont break our real sisters'hood.
5) We got our little puppy Popo for us to get closer everytime, ain't it?
6) As for FTH, its not my fault when they didn't want to go out when I asked.
7) Yeah, youre right - FTH is not my closer friends anymore. Its them who are changed.
8) If I'm changed too, so be it that way too. :)
9) Yes, youre right - I'm busy with my studies which neglect my friends and family,
10) But, I do go out with family every Sunday, but friends - sure, sometimes will . :)
11) lastly, about FTH - I nv go out with them for such a long time, but who cares? HAHAHA. :)
12) We're still good friends, so yeah whats there to be worried for?

:D:D:D:D:D

Buh-be darling world.

XOXO.

2008-07-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

I tell you now ah?
.

I SO FUGGING HATE CHEMISTRY!!
NEW TOPIC, I KEPT MUGGING AND TRIED TO UNDERSTAND.
I KNEW NOTHING STILL.
What the flower*!?!
It's damn nonsense, rubbish & confusion.
My some of mates also agreed.
AHHHHHZXZXZZ !
.

After had a talk with mdm Yong, she made me realise I actually wanted to go Republic Poly to get Art course. I WANTTTTTTT TO GET OUT OF THE STUPID SEC SCHOOL LEY! :( I hate sitting for exams, I hate all subjects except art, and english can! Tsk.
.

How I'd wish time flies super fast than now.
Ahhhh.
DREAM ON,XIULINGG!
.
.
.
Goodnight. :/

2008-07-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

Thanks Dolly. :D:D:D

Yes, correct - my Love for you baby is not a lie. :D This is real Love, dear.! :'D

DAMNIT, I STILL HAVEN'T STUDIED MATH!
OK-OK,GTGGGGGGGG!
(bang onto my head!)

2008-07-09T16:48:00.000+08:00

I've realised I'm so weird today, I didnt bother anything, I know I'm not myself today? Maybe.
Ayah,sigh-sigh. How so silly of me, ain't it?

But I only know is, when I laughed or smiled, I knew it was really me! Today sometimes I got back to be myself,but then afte some times, I'd became that I was not me. Wthhh! Oh, how fugging scary it was?!

Wanna know how scary? Ok, lets see below.

While walking to take train - Momma talked to me, she was like hey got bring all things.? dont forget again ah. I was like whatever. She patted on my head and asked,"Are you alright,dear?" I replied,"Yep lah. Im alright or else I would be dead now lah." She left me alone and didnt say anything.

Reaching school - "Hey girl! So pretty now !" Sharon said surprisedly when saw me. I asked,"Pretty ah? Today is my bad hair day, y'know uh?" She replied,"Eh? Sorry ehk! But, I just dontknow why I kinda like your hairstyle today." I yelled,"Ya lah ya lah. You only love the bad hairs like mine, correct ah?" She kept quiet and apologised. I was like, ah sorry Sharon.

In hall for morning assembly - When I was going to put a bag down on th floor, Wenlong asked,"Hey! Aren't you going to sit beside me?" I replied,"Then, where should I sit then?" He said,"Beside me lah." I asked,"Then why asked me ah? I sat with you or others, any problems?" He said,"Kidding yo. Chill, girl." After I got to sit down, I told him," Ah. Sorry man! I was not myself, I guess." He burst out laughing,"I knew. Cheer up."

Some smelly smell came in when we were in the hall - One of girls complained,"Oh shit! So smelly. Dont you smell it?" I said,"Nopes?" and then few secs, I shouted,"Ohya! I did smell it." She said,"So awful." and she kept pointing at someone else. I was didnt bother to care. I just focused on covering my nose as smelly smell was super strong. It was something like some shits. Then the bunch of people irritated me and kept saying,"Ah! I cannot stand that kinda smell anymore!" I was like, ah hello? Im not any cleaner. Dont complain already. I also cant stand the smell, dont disturb me alrdy okay.

During my break time - Chao you played bumping and hit my shoulder when he walked past by me. I shouted,"Oi-oi !!" and he was like, played only lah. I replied,"It was f* painful you know?! Anyhow played pushing isit?! Or you actually aim to touch girls uh?!" He was like,"Oh sorry." But yeah, I was glad that in th end we were okay and Asraf asked if im alright. hah, yes I'm okay. :)

In classroom, during lesson. - teacher Ms.C kept thumping on my table to get my attention, and I asked her,"Ok. Want my attention? Sure thing, but please stop thumping my table. it is for me to put my pencil box or workbooks on it. It is not for you to play thumping like some bitches." She was like,"Ah! Now, I know youre not in good mood." I said,"So be it that way." and she laughed, "Dear. I know its because youre so sleepy and tired, its why youre being like this. Oh, dear. Don't work up or else, you ll be much older than me. Correct?" I managed to force myself smiling, and also managed to say,"Oh hahaha! Ok yeah."

Outside the class. - Some malay guys were behind me in the side, and played tapping my shoulder which is in an opposite where they stand. I turned but none was there, and I turned other side and saw them. They were like acting. I tapped them, and said,"Ok bastards. Have you had any funs already? Too bad, I ain't any f* bitchy toy." they were like, ah hey mate! are you alright? you are not like this as usual.

OI XIULINGGG!
WHATS SHITTING WRONG WITH YOUZXZXZXZ?!
AHHHhhhhHHHHHhHhHhH !~

I want to do some cuddles to tire myself and to sleep!
Tonight have to wake up and study the sucky math for tomorrow test!
God blesses.

-------------

Aziziah is so funny, leh! :D

She: Big breasts you.
me: No, no. you then big breasts.
she: You big breasts lah.
me: Ok, then you bigger breasts.
she: Right, ya right.
.
.
.
.
.
When it was a time to go home,
she: Hey big breasts. :D
me: hahaha.
she: Bye-bye, see you tomorrow big breasts.
me: ouhk ok! Cya too, bigger breasts!
she: HAHAHA!

:D:D
She is one of my two breastf{s}.
<3

2008-07-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm here to update for today.

1) Went to school in th morning.
2) Attended to all whole lessons in school,
3) Went to baby's house, he got me a lunch meal :)
4) I forked into a fish chip, in the end I got fish flying out on the table.
5) I was playing with baby for whole afternoon.
6) went and bathed,
7) left his house and went home :D

Ok, I'm tired. I wanna sleep! ok,goodnight people!

2008-07-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

& ohya, I forgot to add something to today's post.
I wanted to add is,

After school celebration at Stadium, I went to meet my sayangsayang.
She is, Shamilahhhhhhhhhhhh!
:D

Went out with her, and we had some laughters too. :D

she: your boyf, how old?
me: 18+!
she: Your bro how old?
me: oh, also gonna b 19.
she: Your sis?
me: eh, 18.
she: I see.
me: then me 16 ley!
she: HAHAHAH! 16, 18 and 19. then whos 17?!
she: then is it me?!
she: HAHAHA.
me: HAHA! Ya its you.
me: Nonsense ah! youre 15 lah!
she: oh ya im 15! sad eh!

-

me: (stepped someone else feet by accident)
me: Oh, sorry madam.
mdm: its ok, sorry too.
(few stations later.....)
me: (stepped again by accident)
me: eww! Sorry!
mdm: Hahaha. Its ok.
(when door closed, train had moved too suddenly...)
me: (fell back, and accidentally stepped again.)
me: AH!
mdm: Hahaha. Its ok its ok.
me: Sorry!
mdm: Its ok.
me: Ahhh! I so weak ah, always stepped ppl's feet.
Shamilah: HAHAHA! Isitt?!
me: Alamak.
she:HAHA!
me: ppl say bcoz im skinny, but im glad not only me. youre also skinny!
Shamilah: (blur,blur) uh,uh,
me: Im skinny, but not only me. Y'know,you re also skinny.
she: OH HAHAHHA!! (hit me)

ok, my momma and I ve argument now. I'm so, so sick and tired of her.
._."

2008-07-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! Im oooh, back! :D
but I bet none's visiting my page anymore, am I correct? Ok-okayyyy,
I hope youre giving me an answer like, Hey! No,no. Im still visiting your page lahhhhhh!
Hahaha. :D

Ok-ok, lets give photos a chance to give a talk. :) eehehhee.

Candid took by Asraf.

Maizurah (my old close friend in lower sec), me, Alysa (my sweety!), Atiqah (my old close friend in lower sec),and, lastly my darl sweety Aziziah! :DDD

I do, do do, do have lots of fun with them kayz!
I do, do, do, do miss them tooooo!
:D

Candid again. hah!

me: Huhh, what is th ass WQ doing with her face?
WQ: tsk, tsk, tsk!
me: ?? (is she okay?)

HAHAHAHA. Cutie WQ eh!

They two are my sweeties ever, and everrr! :D
Am I correct, Alysa & Aziziah? :)

Alamak, lots of photos you know? Its like, 40+ photos. So I decided to select the best photos and combined them, you see above. Ha ha ha, and the rest were like blur-blurry. -,-

Ok, I'm tired. I want to complete all fugging homeworks! So that I can enjoy peacefully tomorrow! We-weet! :D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DEARIES!
(RUNNNNNN T MY TABLEEE!)

.

Baby, I want you to know I do miss you like effing lots!
You're not forgotten by me. Always, and forever.
I won't break promises ever again.
I will cherish you, until we're no longer together.

I won't let go of you again,
I won't be fool this time, again.
I won't cry and loosen you away, I won't again this time.
If I fall down, I ll get up on my feet and grab you back.
never to let you go,
without any reasons.
:)

And, you asked me whether I love you,
I answer,
Yes dear I do love you, which nobody can describle.
I asked, do you know how much you mean to me,
and you said,
Yes I do, otherwise you wont be crying so much when we're fighting.
I nodded and smiled with tears of joy,
you smiled and pinched my cheek and then kissed onto my forehead.
:)

I want to say sorry thrice,
I'm sorry for my stubborn-ness,
I'm sorry for being so resist against you sometimes,
and lastly,
I'm sorry for yelling at you when you're actually trying to cheer me up.

You're the one who give me much of Happiness.
I feel that happiness,
I feel your Love.
I feel your Dotes on me.
I won't forget them, I keep them inside.

B, I LOVE YOU!
:D:D:D

.

2008-07-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

Hoo,hoo I'm just back home from school :D
I realised, I'm so good girl today.,
HAHAHA.
Know why? Bcoz, I kept reading book today. in train, also read it.
and in class, no lessons I also read it.
What's so wrong with me?
K, i know im so good girl, and hardworking.
HAHAHA ._."

And now I found out that Bear Bear from 3/4 is not good boy.
He is such a gangster, who ate food sneakily inside class.
I SAWWWWW!& I CAUGHT HIM WITH RED-HANDEDDDD !
lolzxzxz.

Ok lah, I wanna finish my stupid math hmwk.
Buh-byeeee :) And ohya, art too. >>:@@@@@

! @ # $ %^&*(&^%$ #@!

& ONE MORE THING! I WANNA COMPLAIN HEREEEE!
Nowadays I'm so superrrr tired. :(
oh God, lemme have a great good slp tonight :(
Tmw need to go school for whole day from morning to night.
It simply effing sucks/.

Oh gosh, what to do?
._. (cryyyylikedumbozxzxzxz!)

2008-07-02T19:57:00.001+08:00

Fast lah, I want my stupid fringe to grow longer, and longer plu-eeeease!
:(

Hah, baby hubby forgot to take the tie inside my bag,
so he came to find me and took it from me.
then to makan,and then home sweeeeeeeet home.
:D:D

I nv expect us to be so good boy,and girl.
LOLZXZX.__."

Idk what th hell I was doin'?

Ok,ok,ok. I'm tired now. Shall I take a break now?
Ok, I should! k, goodnight and cya xoxo! :D

2008-07-01T21:02:00.001+08:00

Yes, it is how I sit when Im'usin th lappy. ahahahahhazzxz!
:D:D

had my haircut after going out with baby. :D:D
sooooooooo hows' my fugging fringe?

baby asked if we could swap th bags and i said k, and then we swapped :)
he kept complaining tt i got all things so messed up inside th bag.
-,- hubby, can you just keep quiet? LOL! :P

and one more thing, I kept laughing my ass off in th school.
Do read this conversation below! hahahaha.
:D

M: Y'know what, Xiuling & her boyf Leon took a stroll at Admiralty MRT.
me: O.O!
M: Why?
me: how'y know hes my boyf? lol!
M: i know, why not/
me: ok-ok. then M & Asraf also took the stroll at Admiralty MRT.
M: Oh, and then Asraf is a poorthing, he is kidnapped by Leon.
me: zz, alamak worst thing ever is, M didnt care abt his son Asraf.
M: O.O! walao. he my son uh?!
me: hahahaha! and then, in th end M died, was killed by his own son Asraf.
M: F* you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAZXZ!
:)

oh kkkkk, i wanna watch teevee, byeeeeee loveeees!
(vroomzxzxzxzxz!!)

2008-07-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

I'm in school, am so gay with mates now.
In libaray, surrounded by many wildful mates.
:)

They say, oh is this a blog? oh hello asses out there! :D
heehhe.

ciao.

2008-06-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

one more thing i want to sort out.

is like hello? please don't do that with me im not here to quarrel with you, dear.
i've enough of your all nonsense talkings.
i thought we're pretty alright and even much happier now,but its like, not so?

tell me, and tell me why you're being like this.
why must you keep hurt my heart?
why must you be so harsh towards me?

y'know i only love you, not that guy or whoever else.
don't ever hurt me again please, dear.

i want you to know is, i love you :)

2008-06-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

Assho, stop saving all the shit videos into your phone,
y'know all videos simply sucks, and are so disgusting.
sometimes I wonder, are you human being or what?

oh f shit you. delete them all lah.
what you need now is N's to make your future better,
not sex, not abuse, all these scary videos can?

get life, please my friend.
ayah you.

my dear girls, ignore this bitch lah.
please have some mercy and sympathy on her can?
:)